Lyrics-
I’m haunted by silence in a place I should leave where I achieved all the joy I’ve received. I’m broken down so low it’s hard to believe the children have grown, there’s nothing left here for me.
I had all I wanted, yes, I lived my dreams but now it’s all gone or so it would seem. Dreams of a family, guess I’ve lived them all but the higher you climb, the further you fall.
I was crushed by a hollowed out and empty nest dying each day from past happiness. Old peaks and highlights make new days feel wrong Life is worth living, but not for this long.
Depressed and duressed, I swallowed some lies and traded my soul in for chemical highs. Pills and needles and the scars that arise can’t help me see my way through tear stained eyes.
I was crushed by a hollowed out and empty nest I’m dying each day from past happiness. The highs in my eyes are lies going strong I’d say life’s worth living, but I know I’m wrong.
They say you can’t cope without hope for a day. I sure hope they’re wrong, so I guess I’m ok. Can’t talk to a doctor, cause of their rules Mental health tools to lock up the fools.
Yeah, I tried the hotline, now I want to kill the shit head who answered, I think his name’s Bill. Have no clue what to do, I’ll sing a song called Life Is Worth Living, but I know that’s wrong.
I know it’s a purpose that I seem to need. as I sit here in sorrow with addictions to feed. Maybe tomorrow, yes tomorrow I’ll bleed and embrace my destruction wherever it leads.
I’m fucked up and know it. Not trying to scare Just need to explain to the few who may care. Tell ‘em what was in my head as I blew it away Life is worth living, just not today!
I was killed by a hollowed out and empty nest I died every day from past happiness. The laughter in memories make new days feel wrong Life is worth living, but not for this long.
God, I thank you for giving me this life all along This life was worth living, but not for this long. I won’t be forgiven for singing this song My life was worth living, just not for this long.
